2017 was a hellish year for a lot of people, and it's been a year of hardships and struggles for me as well... but it's also been one of the best years of my life.
This year has been about growth, self-reflection, frustration, and ultimately sprinkles of success. I've been facing a lot of personal insecurities and character flaws, as well as some financial troubles that've made 2017 feel limited and less fun, but at the same time, I've done something I never thought I was ever going to do in my life - I've released two completed, full projects. Some might understand the feeling. Others may not.
It feels so completely wonderful to have put my ideas into one small, artsy package and even get good reception for it - it makes it feel like perhaps there's a future for me in this sort of thing. I don't want to let that go. I have so many stories to tell, and so many things to say in my writing that I can't just stop here. And now that I've started, I know I can keep going. So many people never create anything, but I've created something, and now I know I can create more. That reassurance alone was enough to make my ENTIRE year.
I used to be terrible at receiving feedback, and now I'm learning to properly take it. I used to be terrible at giving feedback, and now I'm learning how to properly give it. I used to be insecure about my flaws, and now I'm learning to accept criticism. I used to be harsh about others' flaws, and now I'm learning how to overlook them. One cannot ask for this much personal growth over the course of the year, and yet I have been blessed with so much, and a lot of it is because of my exposure to this community and the people in it. So thank you, Relic, for a wonderful year.
I only want to grow as a person and an artist even more, and I know that if I continue to stick with you guys, I'll find more growth. So once again, thank you, and I hope everyone has a wonderful 2018!